sitting in the dark

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:36:37 GMT

i want my precious baby girl back so so bad.

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 17:24:30 GMT

i'm so fucking stupid.
great.
why don't i ever think?
why can't they understand
yeah... i'm grounded...now
wait till tomorrow when i get my drug test.
wait till then when i can't do track and i can never go out
wait till my life is completely ruined
i'm so stupid
i'm so upset
this is the worst thing ever
its IMPOSSIBLE for an 11th grader to drink
i wasnt even fucking drunk.
my god.
i'm sooo pissed
yeah... it wouldn't be so bad to just be grounded but now she throws a drug test in there
so now my mom is going to be on my back watching me 24/7.
i ruined it, i ruined her trust.
i'm so dumb.
it wasn't even worth it.

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 02:58:32 GMT

i love watching my boy wrestle.

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 20:52:16 GMT

i have no one

Thu, 25 May 2006 22:29:45 GMT

my dog died.

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 04:16:53 GMT

i hurt to many people
i hurt everyone everyday
i have a confession to make.

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 02:33:50 GMT

congratulations to cassy for mkaing it into the meet of champs.

well i'm sick
and i lost a really close friend.
for the stupidest reason.
whatever.
i hate when people say stuff about me who don't know me
i hate making up work
i hope i dont have to make up gym classes
i hope this weekends good
i hate being stressed out
this week is going to be so long
my family thinks i'm depressed
wow, never thought they'd notice
and then they get mad at me for not acting happy
i love ryan adams
rachels sweet sixteen was awesome
yup
.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 01:33:13 GMT

Excuse yourself
You’ve got a journey ahead
Empty your sins, wipe your eyes
Knees are sore from bending down
Come downstairs
They ask where you’ve been
Its not right when you’ve got to deny
Time upon time of repeated mistakes
Help them understand
Where you put your hands
The sigh of relief, just for a moments dream

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 05:20:58 GMT

i took a personality test and here are some things that hit the nail right on the head

-fears being unwanted
-wants to feel loved
-affected by the moods of others
-envious of others
-gets angry and frustrated if they don't get what they want
-does not think most people like them
-poor self image
-prone to verbal rants
-wants success to just happen to them
-drawn to careers where creativity is a solitary pursuit
-most people think they are crazy
-has a need for applause
-perfers instant gratification
-fears having no guidance or support
-life lacks direction
-Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

yes.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 22:06:11 GMT

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhey.

today was alright, alot better than last week
mr walker isnt coming back so now basically we have free periods in french.
its really cool, and i get most of my homework done.
a boy would be nice.
track is good except my leg is kind of messed up, oh well though.
i'm hungry
i hope we have off tomorrow, or atleast a delayed opening
that'd be nice
i want alot of clothes including this one outfit i can;t wait to have
they make me pretty happy
i'm in a good mood
ryan adams is on letterman tonight
its going to be awesome

SUMMERR!!!!

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 02:43:19 GMT

lmfao.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 21:26:48 GMT

Summertime, summertime brought me back to thinking you were mine all those times.
We laid it down and left it all behind, we were blind.

Oh, the summertime.
We could ride, we could ride.
Take my hand and watch the world go by.
Laugh or cry, well we need to try, get off the line, time to fly.
Oh, the summertime.

Go on ahead and let it fade away.
No looking back you know the past will stay.
It's you and me, we could get out of here.
Jump in and go and we could drive for years.
We could feel alive...

Here we are, here we are,
windows down we see a falling star.
Stop the car.
Waiting for nothing but our beating hearts, going far.

Oh, the summertime.
So feel the air, feel the air,
take the map and point to anywhere.
I don't care. Fingers through your hair,
the sky I've seen is blue and green.
Oh, the summertime.

Driving away, leaving it all behind.
Driving away, just driving away.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 16:20:23 GMT

my birthday

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 21:49:02 GMT

i died my hair. its on my myspace. comment on it if you want because i'm not sure if i like it

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 18:44:19 GMT

i miss my long hair!

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 22:13:03 GMT

hiiiiiiiiii♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 19:27:54 GMT

6 days till i go blonde

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 05:19:57 GMT

not anymore

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 04:17:31 GMT

im sad

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 03:03:56 GMT

im the gum under your shoe

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 22:48:06 GMT

ugh :(.

i think im going to run this all off

and then study for stupid math

i cant wait till finals end

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 17:27:18 GMT

im getttting a VARSITY LETTER

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 03:03:00 GMT

i just dont know anymore.

Sun, 29 May 2005 22:30:56 GMT

i write gay entries.

Sat, 14 May 2005 20:33:01 GMT

today there was a bubble bee in my house
so i open the door and say come here bumble beeeee
and then he buzzed around and i said comon bumbleeeee
and then he flew out the door and came back and i said goodbye bumble.
then i closed the door
it was love at first sight